I don’t know how many times I’ve read your last
letter. I know the words by heart now; they’re embedded in my skin. I
keep our souvenirs from the last year nearby. I lay them out often to recall our steps, to etch the memories into my mind. I
touch each one and whisper your name, move on to the next. Do you
remember the meadow in April, sheathed in morning fog? Do you remember
the stepping stones in the river? I keep things from before you even
knew who I was, when I could only watch from a distance. These I brush
over as well, until I am lost inside you, and certain that our story
will never fade from my mind…
The nights are long and the depth of the
ache cannot be measured. The north winds have returned, leaving behind
little trace of summer. I often wake to a world of delicate frost. You
are not here, and the daytime clouds curtain the sky just enough to hush
the light—the emptiness is complete…
This morning, as with many mornings, I
opened my eyes and for a moment expected to find you next to me. All day
now I’ve been thinking of you. But it’s getting darker now, and I’m
afraid I won’t be able to sleep tonight. How long has it been since I
last saw you, love? A month? A year? A thousand? Return to me
soon. Yours —for all time, ~A.D.
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